Birthday

Why is my head so full of lies
Why is my head so full of lies
Because I'm free, let me be.

I breath in and out tasting thoughts that nearly stole me from here
The stench of my last rotten birthday, lonely, burned on me
Like stink, stale, cigarette smell.

Why is my head so full of lies
Why is my head so full of lies
Because I'm free, let me be.

I blink it all away and swallow the sickness in my throat
Wishing away jealously for something greater
I'll be bitter tomorrow from today's wasted day
But I won't die that way
The year's just begun and I'm not new but I'm better.

Why is my head so full of lies
Why is my head so full of lies
Because I'm free, let me be.